these are my patients

"   Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed- interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit- crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that?

I chose not to choose life: I chose something else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who need reasons when you've got heroine?"

Dupa mine exista 3 filme epice care ajuta oarecum la intelegerea adictiei, 2 dintre ele mai serioase.

1) trainspotting ( 1996)

2) requiem for a dream ( 2000)

3) how high ( 2001).

Pe al 3 lea l-am vazut cu L. la mare, cu M. In epoca in care am descoperit si luna amara si tapinarii si ipr si multeeeeeeeeee altele...este o comedie si atat ( desi...I need moeny! head! neeeeeeeeeext!).

Celelalte 2 te pun cel putin pe ganduri.

Just watch them and we'll talk afterwards.

primul salariu:)

sambata 27 noiembrie 2010 am luat primul salariu.
ohhhhhh, the pride :)
si apoi m-am tot intrebat ce sa fac cu el? asa ca mi-am luat un parfum dar nu din moft, efectiv mi s-a terminat parfumul. si apoi o sa pun bani deoparte pentru masina. din ce mai ramane o sa le cumpar alor mei cadouri de Craciun si mie o caciula imblanita, din aia cu urechi:)plus ceva pentru El si pentru toata lumea draga mie si carti,carti,carti...de Medicina:)
e excelent sa ai banii tai dar...cand au trecut anii?
si odata ca banii au venit si responsabilitatile,ceea ce e firesc.
uneori ma gandesc ca poate am schimbat o specialitate pe bani. si atunci ma simt prost si am regrete si ma doare inima. dar ce as fi facut acasa cu o specialitate si tot pe banii alor mei? nimic. asa ca sometimes we have to choose.
asa ca m-am hotarat. o sa mai dau o data examenul de rezdentiat in Franta.mai ales ca nu am nimic de pierdut. daca iau tot mf mi se recunosc stagiile.
the real battle begins now!