le hasard

1. 21 years old, female, south africa, 2nd time in prison break.

    "Dr. I have to ask you something :)!"

    " Yes :) ?"

    "Do you know God?"

    "Well I didn't meet him yet but I heared about him."

    "Do you have a religious belief?"

    "Uhm, I am ortodox but I ... I don't know, I believe in a higher force."

    "But do you go to church?"

    "... not really"

    "I am an evanghelist and I have a gift, I have to tell you something...I have to spread the word."

    "Ok, you can tell me."

    "God have spoken to me, the world will end."

    " :) of course, it's also written in the bible :)"

    "Yes, but it will end soon and I have this gift, I have to spread the word."

    "Aren't you afraid that people will believe you're crazy?! if you say you talk to God?"

    "No, I have a mission."

    "Yes, we all do miss, but you seem to have a difficult task to complete."

She was standing in front of me, beautiful, smart, free, a true believer. I envied her for one moment. It seems difficult to envy someone who's in jail right? But the thing is that she is ... free. :) And, no, I don't think she's crazy.

2.  45 years old male, north africa, 45th time in prison break.

     "Hello Dr. ca va?" ( I always find very funny this question)

     "Yes, ca va and you?"

     "Well, great, I'm going out in 2 months! :)"

     "That's great news!! :) Do you have plans for outside?"

     "Yes, go outside and get a job and then get my family back!"

     "Hm, you know that it won't be easy."

     "Yes, it will, because with your help Dr. I will stop smoking weed, I used to smoke 15 joints/day, now I'm at 3/day but I cannot stop by myself and it ruins my life (starts to cry)."

      "Well I will ask you some question, you will be honest, and we will succeed!"

It turned out that he had a social phobia and a paranoia and that weed was his auto-medication.

I've started a treatment and I'm confident.

Where there's a will there's a way. And he wants to quit, and I'm there to support him.

:) I love my job! So many interesting people every day!

Un articol care ne arata ca uneori, numai uneori, valorile sunt rasplatite si incurajate, chiar daca simbolic, sa duca la capat misiunea lor in lume. Pentru ca stelele nu mor niciodata, dar se uita. De citit : articolul acesta.

Cand suntem mici mereu ne dorim sa crestem. Din diverse motive : ca sa fim mari, sa facem ce vrem, sa nu mai depindem financiar de cineva, sa ne luam viata in maini...and then it happens : ne trezim mari, responsabili de propriile noastre decizii, traind consecintele actiunilor noastre intr-o societate unde supravietuirea si integrarea in "sistem" nu sunt evidente. Daca nu vrei sa te lasi angrenat in "the big machine" lucrurile sunt si mai complicate. Dupa cum spunea un coleg de serviciu, care este printre altele PRINT in tara lui ( da, lucrez cu un print...) : "In tara asta fiecare are parte lui de rahat, una mai mare sau mai mica, dar nu te nelinistii, toata lumea gusta!". Mda, ca si in viata, m-am gandit eu.




Totul e liniste. Si vezi cum trece tot pe langa tine. Esti in mijlocul intersectiei, totul se misca ametitor de repede. Culori, sunete, oameni, masini, totul se amesteca intr-un pastel ametitor de inalt si de jos si...caruselul continua. Si spectacolul continua. Esti tu simplu spectator, SPECTATORUL, actorul sau omul de serviciu? You're in the basement or in the sky? Esti ceea ce alegi sa fii, daca esti destul de puternic. You will succeed, life always finds a way. Always!



Cand ai o toleranta foarte mica asta ca sa nu spunem inexistenta la esec, viata este grea. Dar eu...eu voi izbandi acolo unde altii s-au oprit. Chiar de ar fi sa fac 1000 de drumuri pentru ceea ce mi se cuvine de, drept, I'll follow rivers. And I will not stop until I'll get what I deserve. Why do people stop dreaming and where do we go from here? Stiam ca o sa fie greu, dar nu atat de greu.

Bazarul vietii :

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2) afara este frig si de-abia astepti sa ajungi acasa, unde e cald si bine, unde e persoana iubita, placinta cu mere ca la mama acasa si cele 5 tone de ceai cumparate din Germania si importate de God knows where.

3) uneori, mancam la chinezoi, daca suntem bogati, la inceputul lunii.

4) as vrea sa am casa plina de flori, plina, deja am 1 ghiveci cu flori mici, galbene, care a supravietuit vitejeste de vreo 4 luni... 1 orhidee, crizanteme, flori portocalii, galbene, purpurii mi-ar placea sa am.

5) saptamana viitoare, pe vremea asta o sa fim in plin proces de mutare, este pentru prima oara cand o sa avem "casa noastra".

6) e o casa mare, luminoasa, frumoasa, cu multe flori la geam, cu o terasa la malul unui rau si cu un garaj pentru mona, poate o sa revina chiar si motanul vagabond.

7) this song is mind blowing!

         

8) o sa fac naveta timp de 2 luni, cu trenul, ceea ce ma entuziasmeaza pentru ca o sa pot sa citesc in tren, dar o sa mai vb dupa 2 luni de trezit la 6,30 si ajuns acasa la 20,30

9) change your heart, look around you, change your heart, it will astound you
                   


10) when will this clouds all dissapear?



11) o sa incerc sa gatesc mai mult, si nu numai deserturi :p I know well that you can't call that cooking :)

12) zapada multa si sa nu mai fie atat de frig. la cat mai multe concerte which leads me to N° 13 :

13) luna trecuta am fost la concertul Therion de la Paris asa ca luna asta compensam cu The Cranberries si Rodrigo Y Gabriela la Strasbourg.

it's that time of the year...

when you arrive at home in the evening with your hands frozen and your legs shaking 'cause it's cold.
when you cannot remember the last time when you've seen a pinguin or a sane person.
when you ask yourself how would it be if everything will stop now, here, like this. would you be happy or you would try to rewind it and do it the other way around?
when you seek comfort and strenght but you do not find them all the time.
when you drink tones of tea of all the flavours of the world and suddenly the world seem to be a better place.
when you wish being in a more coloured and peaceful place 'cause the grass is always greener on the other side, ain't it?
when you like going to work and listening to robbie wiliams in your headphones or TopMusic in your car.
when you wish so so much that you have a dog who will love you no matter what and will never bitch abount anything!
when you love your job but hate all the amount of time and energy that she's taking from you.
when you would like to go to a walk in the park but you are too tired even for sleeping, and besides that it's cold and it's raining, and you didn't bought yet your new umbrella.
when a friend in need is a friend indeed but a friend with solutions would be better.
when everybody is friendly with everybody even tough they hate them or their guts, it's called society.
when you know that people are not equal, never were and never will be, and never should be.
when you're silence is causing violence, where are you mistaking?
when you swallow your words.
when you make muffins.
when you are the only crazy person who wants to be on call in the emergency room after the finish of the internship period.
when you realize that children are not as bad as they seem..
when you would like some new clothes and boots but...no, another time.
when you realize that it's not your time today!
when you love the light in your room and the smell of cacao.
when you cuddle in the arms of the loved one.
when you hate it so much when people are cursing and bitching and complaining all day long! because you realize that you will end like them if you let them eat you alive.
when you gonna go somewhere where people are simple and kind, where faith and hope are a way.
when your day is too short for all the things you have to do.
when you say hello to a stranger with whom you'll work 2 months, from Monday 'till Friday. who has a huge mahon desk with the map of the world on it, and seems like an acient magician.
when you would write more and more beautiful but somethinh is getting in your way...



I'm just looking
I'm not buying!
I'm just looking
Keeps me smiling!

Imagine luata de pe facebook!

once I was dreaming about tofu!

a corriger...postare nefinalizata
once upon a time in America I was dreaming about tofu.
now I`m in France and I`m dreaming abouth Shanghai.
maybe tomorrow I`ll be in Australia dreaming about living the dream!
the point is that we will always dream about something we don`t have.
maybe even we don`t need.
it`s the pressure of the society.
feel it. and then trough it away.
who are they to impose us limit? to cut our wings?
we are the children of the city. we are young, beutiful and brave. fearless. young. rebels.
we want music, freedom.



we are not afraid to shut up.
we want light and power.
motorcycles and tatoos.
leather jackets.
speed. rock. stars.
we have no limits and have no boundaries.
some roads lead nowhere.





povestea fara sfarsit...before I was myself I was Bastian in a never ending story...zburand pe spatele pufosului caine dragon!